Music For The Soul?

Few minutes ago, i just realised that what i choose in my playlist really reflects my mood.
Yeah, i know. Took me long enough to realise that (and i don't think the title is suitable as well)

When I'm down/emo in early stages:

Eve 6 - Think Twice
Linkin Park - Given Up
Smashing Pumpkins - Bullet With Butterfly Wings
Ryan Star - Back Of Your Car
Foo Fighters - Everlong
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down
Paramore - Misery Business
Avenged Sevenfold - Almost Easy
AFI - Miss Murder

When I'm high/happy/uplifting (no, this has nothing to do with drugs):

Bloodhound Gang - Uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss (remix)
Third Eye Blind - Blinded (When I See You)
Smashing Pumpkins - Bring The Light
Toby Rand - Throw It Away
Live - Dolphin's Cry
DJ Tiesto On Justin Timberlake's Lovestoned

When the emo stage has climaxed (and sometimes when I'm sleepy as well):

Collective Soul -World I Know
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
Justin Timberlake - I Think She Knows (the 2nd part interlude of the Lovestoned song)
Soul Asylum - Runaway Train
Hoshimura Mai - Sakura Biyori
Akira Yamaoka - Cradle Of Forest
Modern Blues Band instrumental cover of Clapton's Wonderful Tonight

Basically at least 3/4 of the songs in the list never fail to be played during the particular mood.
Probably thats why I always complain my playlist is outdated :P

Battle of the Davids

Idol claimed to be the hottest tv show around the globe.
Probably before Heroes, Desperate Housewives and Grey's Anatomy (chicks dig this show, i'm a House M.D fan btw) came around.

Since on average, the population of female is more than male, half of the battle is won when there's a show which appeals to the gals 'almost' entirely.

Back to the Idol.
At my home, its more like a family time than going to a frustratingly packed Mid Valley on a Sunday.
Somehow my parents are rather into it. Nooooooo, they don't watch it on prime time,8pm. It must be during the 6pm live telecast.

So you can bet that i don't really go out for dinner on Weds and Thurs.
Not that I watch it, but I do have my share of television and dinner.

Yeah, the reason that Idol is not really MY type of show as I barely know the pop-ish songs they are singing. Whats more when its Country week or something.
Thats why Rockstar remained as my all-time favourite reality tv show :)

Knowing its the final and everyone will have to pick a side (kinda like sports as well), I would go with David Cook over David Archu-I-Dunno-How-To-Spell-His-Name-Lah.

My decision not based on names btw, if it is, i would go with Chikezie Eze. Lol, his name rocks!

D. Cook looks cool thats all. An emo idol would definitely be something refreshing.
My favourite song would be his version of "I Don't Want To Miss A Thing", the Aerosmith cover.
Here's the studio recording of his cover

Pain Ball

Date: 18 May 2008
Time: 1100 hours
Location: TT Sports, Subang Jaya
Weather: Sunny
Objective: Wear as many clothing as possible and hopefully reduce the bruices and injuries to minimum level

Endless hiding, ground sliding, random shooting, thankyou-type-of-bruising, mere planning. Those probably enough to sum it up. Hell lotta fun tho.
12 of us, with Su, Sam, Law, Hwa, Hugo, and couple of their frens and bro.

*Pictures are courtesy of Lawrence and Hwa Hwa for the initiatives of taking it. Please visit his new blog btw, although sometimes tasty food appeared real yucky in the pics in his blog. So yeah, do visit his blog as he might pay me for saying this*

Gas cost to Subang Jaya : RM7
Suit, marker rental and pallets : RM70
Being rained by hard-ass paint balls : Priceless


So yeah, we had like 4000 pallets to be divided among us and that lasted us bout a few games. But somehow it felt that we played really long.

"Game over!" said the referee
"Game over?? Since when they got the flag? Shit wei!"
Lol, they captured the flag in the center without us noticing. That shows how much we are camping there. Its rather sad, thankfully we won the round after that.

Unfortunately, i'm a noob in this as well. So i probably spent more time camping and sliding from bunker to bunker. lol

This is what i get when someone actually rushed thru the center and hit me. He was bout 10 feet away only i think. Before wiping, it was all green and red all over it. Hmm, wonder if i can get blue by mixing them both.

After 6 hours

All in all, its great fun. Trust me.
Of course you will be injury free if each time u end up as the last man standing
Should do this more often and i definitely need to get a pair of gloves by then.

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.

Sorry for the long delayed post. As some of you might not know, I've already started my holidays (yay!)

Official time given for the break: 8 weeks
So i'm already entering the second week. Hmm, when i count it by the weeks, it doesnt seem tht long afterall.

Finals was hell. When half of the ppl telling u tht the exams was either easy or the lecturers have been kind this time around, then you'll know its not good since you are thinking otherwise.

Started off with a tough paper, ended with an even tougher one.
Oh well, as long its all over now :D

...times where you wished you have listened to the lecture instead

Check out, the very last point, 'Menampilkan wajah yang tidak menyenangkan pelanggan'
This is a textbook for the Public Relation subject btw.
So basically those with ugly or 'less' attractive faces won't have much choice eh?
In cantonese we'll just call it 'Yong Sui' :))

Anyway, i'm totally free except a few particular weeks where i might be off to somewhere, so remember don't hesistate to call me out or anything cause i'm already starting to rot!!!

Two, Dos, II, Ni

Its 2.15am now
Sincerely i thank god for arriving home safely without any trouble with cops as well.
Not to forget that i actually had like 6 glasses of hard liquor. Yeah, i did feel a little light headed for a good 15 mins. But soon after its all alright.

Of course I wished i was still in that drowsy condition, at least till I came home and fall asleep.

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I never wanted to go since the time i got the invite. Probably bout 130% of confirmation. But he's been a good buddy to me. Bros before hoes. Lol. Yeah, go vote for Barack instead of Hillary.

It never change a single bit. Same old feeling never failed to struck me, after goddamn fucking 2 half to 3 years (3Y).
Well, how bout adding in another additional different case? I will call it the 5 months (5m)


Miux, you blardy sucked big time. Friggin loser whose still carrying the guilt behind his back.


I still couldnt forgive myself. All these while I tried so hard to let all of these to go. But nothing seems to change. Been avoiding and and cutting all sorts of communication with 3Y and somehow it just got worse.

I dunno if i did enjoy myself earlier on. Half of the time i was just looking at the time, hoping it would reach 1pm faster and everything will end there.
The drinks was good in a sense that you do tend to forget everything on that moment and go light headed.

Probably another half of the time i was tryin to suppress or wipe away my emotions, distracting myself and clenching my hands together.

If on a scale of being down, it would probably be at least 8.

With 5M, its probably the guilt of wasting opportunity and being a drag.
Shit, could never forgive myself for causing all these.
Don't get me wrong. I couldnt be any happier for him and her. Its just me, thats all.

Since 2 years ago, i realised i never quite fit into any group of frens or acquaintances. I refused to make that as a fact. And everything ended up as trying too hard. My sis was probably right all the way long. We were more different from the rest of the social majorities.

Anyway it does feel much better saying it out to the cyberspace.
And i assumed that this post gonna create another tiny commotion. So yeah, two choices:

1.) Try to take this as a random 'light' reading without any relation to me
2.) Ignore this post, as technically its written by the drunken me anyway. Seriously, I could be rambling bout nothing

Shit, i'm so gonna drive the girls away with this post :P But i have to do this, there's no other way i could release my feelings out. Half of the ppl said i'm emotionless, and i will say that sometimes keeping it in is a better option.

I would never want to lose any friends as well because of my issues. That explains why I hesitated a lot when it comes to talking bout this.

Anyway, good day to you all. I'm gonna hit the sacks now and hopefully tmrw morning i would be able to say to myself again "I'm going to have a happy day today"